Monday, June 29, 2009

God's love is shockingly good!

My friend and brother in Christ, Chad, who’s currently studying for the priesthood, sent me along this brief reflection from Hans von Balthasar, a Catholic theologian who lived 1905-1988:

"The first thing that must strike a non-Christian about the Christian's faith is that it obviously presumes far too much. It is too good to be true: the mystery of being, revealed as absolute love, condescending to wash his creatures' feet, and even their souls, taking upon himself all the confusion of guilt, all the God-directed hatred, all the accusations showered upon him with cudgels, all the disbelief that arrogantly covers up what he had revealed, all the mocking hostility that once and for all nailed down his inconceivable movement of self-abasement - in order to pardon his creature, before himself and the world."

I read this again today and I am so thankful for theologians like Balthasar that, in two sentences, can come close to capturing Jesus’ supreme love for humanity.

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And this was exactly the message of this past week’s Discovering Christ course. It focused on how Jesus came to reveal the love of God the Father. It was a good session for me – but I’ve heard it many times and it was time for a real-life lesson in His very personal love for me...

So I’m all excited to go camping on Saturday afternoon/evening – to meet up with my close friends out in Western MD for an evening and a day out in God’s creation.  My friend joined me as we attempted to rendezvous with them.  

Until my car broke down :(  Not cool at all. In fact standing on the side of Rt. 70 in the early evening in the summer sun – looking over an overheated car was anything but cool.  

We pray for Jesus to heal the car.  Nope. But provision does come:

  1. My wife, coincidentally, is heading the same direction with a friend that evening. The moment I call, they pass us by... Go to a gas station, get antifreeze and deliver to us.
  2. This ends up not working. My car doesn’t get healed...
  3. Then a tow truck suddenly shows up as my wife pulls away to pick up another broken down car 50 yds behind me. We appeal to the guy to help, he calls the other customer (whose car had been out there for over a week), and asks if his car can be delayed so he can help us... We wait... Yes!  So we get an immediate tow.  I tell the tow driver He’s “answered prayer”
  4. We show up at a local car shop – which closes at 6pm – it is 8:30pm – everything looks open though. I go up to the front, it is locked. A guy comes out and decides to help me – he is very gracious - and has me come in the side door to get everything settled... At which point I see a sign on the wall, “quote of the day, ‘with God nothing is impossible.’” Awesome :)
  5. Rings me up, no problem, I tell the two car mechanics, they are “answered prayer” and the Lord is looking out for me
  6. Sunday, I find out, my car might be shot... Though I find out more later today... Pretty upsetting as it is my beloved 1989 chevy cavalier station wagon from my grandfather... The Floydmobile.  
  7. Sunday evening my parents unexpectedly take my wife and I out to dinner- nice – and tell me we’re getting a very generous posthumous wedding gift ($) from my grandmother by the end of the week.  Wow, again, I know in my heart His very personal love.

This was just an amazing 48hrs where I got to see God does care about the particulars of my life, His love is very personal, and is watching over me. And even if my 89’ cavalier doesn’t resurrect I know He did - for me. And that is pretty amazing. Thank you Lord Jesus.

Has God shown you His personal love for you lately?

4 Comments:

At June 30, 2009 10:06 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I just want to add a little extra to the story... It is a little silly, but the Lord's provision all the same.

As I am seven months pregnant, baby showers are up and coming. Registering in general is just a stressful thing for me, but for baby stuff--stuff that I know nothing about--is extra tough. On Wednesday night, Peter and I had a difficult conversation just about what to register for and what not to, really trying to live simply, but also make sure we have the things we need.
The next day I called my cousin about her opinions about diapers and she offered a bunch of her baby stuff that she doesn’t need anymore. I just felt so loved by the Lord! When Peter and I went over there on Saturday, it was not just a few things, it was nearly EVERYTHING—and better quality than I would have registered for! And Peter was so stoked because they gave us a backpacking carrier & a jogging stroller too!! The Lord is just the most amazing provider.

With that being said… after Peter found out that the car was probably not worth investing in, we were on our way to Mass and asking for the Lord’s provision. I just thought of how the Father has never failed us and every step of the way He has given us far more then we could have dreamed up ourselves. This week he surely wanted us to know his amazing love… He doesn’t just wait for the big things like your vocation or big life questions, but He cares about the little details of our lives!!!

 
At June 30, 2009 10:19 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I forgot to add my name to my comment... -ALLY ASCOSI

 
At June 30, 2009 7:23 PM , Blogger stephen said...

I went fishing way out in the Ocean on monday. The day before my friend caught them good and told me where the hot bite was. We took Uncle Paul's boat, who is 73, he is my wife's uncle. On the way out the GPS went up, which is critical for navigation. So we stoped way short of the honey hole and started fishing. I was pretty disappointed because I really wanted to go to the hot bite.

Fishing was slow so you get to really think deeply. I picked up on a guilty note that I left behind. It has to deal with being a dad and making choices. I felt bad because my son is to young to go out to sea but he can handle the bay no problem. So maybe I can sacrifice off shore fishing and take him in the bay instead. So the devil starts on that wound and I fall for it. The next thing you know I am convinced that I am a bad dad for being selfish. Man the salt was in the wound.

So after 2 hours of a beat down by the devil, we had a fish come on. Then another, then I heard a captain I know talking on the radio as to where he was catching them. So in a hour we were trolling next him and catching. Things slowed down and we got the baits all rigged and we were happy. Uncle Paul brought his nephew with us for his first off shore trip. I took him under my wing in the cockpit, and we became quick friends. Turns out he has a place on the bay and crabs a lot. He offered me his house, traps, and boat anytime. I said man my son loves to crab I will take you up on that.

So then on the ride home God showed me that he took me out there to get some alone time with him and relax and enjoy his ocean. He even put a new brother in my life that will hopefully become a good crabbing friend to my son. I also got to spend time with Uncle Paul who is a great guy and the only 73 year old mand that I know is wild at heart for the Lord and runs with the best of them.

God is amazing.

 
At July 1, 2009 10:27 AM , Blogger Pete Ascosi said...

great to hear Stephen! You'll have to steam me some of those crabs you catch when you go out :)

 

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